well.
its already 2 mths in tekong.
still i find it hard to accept the fact of changing from a civilian to a soldier.
with blessings, i was able to complete my field camp.
but still my injuries are getting worst.
my knee hurts so badly.
my health's getting worst.
it seems as though my asthma would come back anytime.

during my days in tekong,
i randomly would think of her.
or should i say i miss her.
but all i get see is photos of her.
calling her is almost impossible.
because admin time is burned,
due to stupid reasons created by different individuals.
my only time to see her, is my friday nights or saturday nights.
but it seems to be for the next 3 weeks,
i would not be able to see her.
or go out with her.
have dinner with her.
well,
let just hope things does not get worse.
i just wanna cherish my time whenever i can when i get to meet her.
all this problems,
i really hope i can get my blessings as i pray for the better.

after all,
i still have to get this phrase into my head,
its not what u leave behind, its what you will gain in the days ahead.
get it in so badly,
that i can survive and do well though my ns life.

see you when i get to. :)

ps;
sorry my church frens, i ll try my best to attend service.
sorry my brothers, as u guys know i seldom meet u guys.
hope u guys understand what i m going through, as u guys did in the past.
hope u guys understand about i have been doing. thanks.

fuck my facebook, cant browse at all.

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