i thought all the while, its just about us, the guys. i mean the problems.
we have knew each other for 8 years. we ve seen each other weaknesses and habits.
if one cant change its habits, isnt it right to forgive?
if one has a weakness, isnt it right to help him stand strong.
but i do not know why, all this issues are being comment by someone who doesnt know me well.
i m not picking on anyone, but i just find it, not properly judged.
i thank you for the past 8 years, for helping me to stand strong in not to be a coward.
i thank you for helping me to learn how to protect myself.
i thank you for saving me when i got myself deep trouble.
i also thank you for being there when i got kicked out of house.
but most of the time, when u are down, sad, depressed, cry, we were there.
have you seriously seen me broken down before? were you there?
maybe you were, i not sure. cause maybe i ve forgotten.
and i seriously cant believe. just because of one small lie, all this things have resulted.
just because i accidentally messaged you i m working, when i was actually playing dota, when my mind was not focused on the msg. which in fact i was not working.
one lie make all this, i cant imagine what will happen if one big lie happens.
one lie and i m being judged.
i do admit i did send such a message. i realised it after a few days. but have i judged u for the past 8 years? the moment you say that i ve changed, means that i m being judged.
and i would like to pinpoint.
me having a jiaobin, like wat jess dislikes, you know me, you know i frown when i talk sometimes naturally. so i do not give a fark face on purpose.
i do not know why all this are happening. everyone has their own habits and weaknesses. if you do not judge, you shall not be judge. if u don care that u are being judge, n the other does. where s the fairness. if we are brothers, we should not be judging one another.
compliments and advices are allowed. accepting or not accepting is another thing.
do not judge, and u shall not be judge.
do not condemn, and u shall not be condemn.
give, and u will be given to u.
forgive, and u shall be forgiven.