how come am i the one, always in the wrong, saying the wrong sentences at the wrong timing.
i know, i m like this, but it doesnt apply that what i say, do not respect to anyone. u assume that i have intentions, which i dont. even for a friend, u feel that these are my flaws. but have u reflected urself? have any of us said about u? i m not tryin to pinpoint anything. i m jus sayin that i have my flaws, so do u too.
you expect me not to change after all this years? you expect me to be someone who is still allowing others to misguide me? of cos, not. i thank you for pinpointing my mistakes. but maybe is you,lm and jack.
but one thing is just don get it. why m i the only one? it seems that now i m being outcasted? why because i have such an attitude which u guys assume i show no respect? if u guys want respect, how bout some respect for me? some respect for my misbehaviour due to upcoming events.

because of such things, the group u meant to hold onto, is so broken up. its just like i have my own perspective, n u have urs. but non can accomodate. because of such things. msges arent replied.

i donno what to say la. after all this years, the least i expected, from u. all i can say is. u changed which leads to ur life, which leads to ur environment which leads to ur frens, which leads to their lifes. better or worse. no one knows. maybe for me, i m still a pre-enlistee, i m not as matured as ur guys are. maybe i m still naive. but at least i know there are 2 perspective to 1 situation.