all along i do not know if i m an option to you,
you just happily enjoy yourself.
i call u, u are outside, so i don disturb u.
when i tired, i nv call u, i head to bed, u on the other side expect me to call.
you mention that u this week busy, becos ur frens are back and u got some other things, i don disturb. i did all this becos i respect u.
in the end i got nothing in return. true what could i expect more?
but when i call u, i needed u, where are u?
with your frens enjoying urself.
to u i m a piece of emo shit. but have u ever thought wat kind of situation i m in?
to u is just do watever that u like, that will make u happy.
i do not know bout u, whether u have things to worry or not. but i do have mine.

every single day i think of you, i miss you, but u do not ever seem to call me, msg me.
i respect u, i let u do wat u like. in the end, this is how u think of me.
the problems lies where we do not ask y often.
and u have nv ever mention bout ur feelings towards me.
i need a certain answer in order for me to move forward and do things for u.
but yet it doesnt.
really my last post does tell me y. n y the problem lies in me.

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