i do have feelings for you,
i do want to have you,
but whenever i say things which i really mean, you doubt those words.
its been so long, since i felt something for someone.
i want to know you better, i want to understand u better.
i know sometimes i say retard stuff, but i don mean it at all.

sometimes i know i m boring,
sometimes i know i m too much of a mummyboy,

i wanna company u when u are bored,
but i have to turn to bed early becos i have to work,
no work no money,
no money, i cant bring u out everyday.

i have been brainstorming, thinking of what i should do, what i should say,
sometimes my brain go haywire, making me feel jealous,
but at the end of it, i not in any spot to be sensitive.
and i mean when i m jealous, i get freaking jealous making me moody.
i have always want to be understanding.
guess i m just me, maybe there are limits to what i can do.